Feelings which haunts

I am thinking to write something, don’t know what but something, a story may be or something else. There are questions in my mind may be these questions are insisting me to pen down what I am feeling. One thing is sure now, its not a story, it’s a feeling or rather I should call them feelings coz they are lot. There are people who live to win and there are people who live to defeat, but is it actually true? Why does it happen with only few people? Why do we have questions in our mind? Why can’t we get an answer for everything which comes in our mind or rather why there is no answer for certain things in life? Why at times we feel as if why are we living and the other moment from where do we get all the strength in this world to fight back? Why at times we are so restless and feel so lonely and the next moment we have an answer for everything. Doesn’t that mean that we have an answer for almost everything within us, but if yes, why do we question?